May I whine for a bit?
Oh yes, it IS my blog so I get to do what I want.
I was really hoping that since the sun has been shining and the grass is green and there are flowers blooming and warm temperatures that I would wake up every morning happy and well-rested and raring to go.
My husband has taken up snoring (don't laugh, he is a pillow- smother away from certain suffocation), I already sleep on and off all night and it seems like the on part coincides with the loudest snoring (seriously, this is not funny- I own a shovel and know of places to dump the body....I have let him know this as well)
When I do sleep, I guess I must sleep in awkward positions because I wake up every day with a neck ache, back pain or shoulder pinch. Or all of the above.
Throw yard work, housework, restaurant work, and a love of procrastination and you have my life.
I also have a bad case of depression and a hearty dose (this week) of pms.
I am taking Evening Primrose for the pms and Fish Oil for the depression. I am staying away from drugs and moving toward herbs.
I am hoping they will quell my homicidal urges and soothe my tired mind.
If nothing else, I have conquered my fear of taking egg sized pills.
My husband (bless his snoring soul) tells me I am fortunate and spoiled.
I am not complaining about what I have, just how I feel and think.
Ok, I am done.
I don't want options, I have tried them all.
Just an outlet to complain.
I am done now.
The landscaper, K, was at the restaurant today pulling weeds and moving plants and putting in marigolds and other things to add color and clean up the landscaping. I found out I have mint, Russian Sage and Coneflowers.
Tomorrow she will be here to help show me where to put the ground cover by the pond, plant the trees and ready the flower beds for mulch.
It is supposed to rain so I hope it holds off.
My husband will be out of town for the day so I hope we get a lot done to surprise him.