i just have a few things i want to get finished before i leave for tulsa on saturday and i have zero energy for them.
i forgot to mention that we saw a great movie last week.
i loved every one of katherine's outfits and the house was to die for!
anyway, we had a great time and it seems that since my husband's illness, i really appreciate him and love him even more.
it just seems like life is so short and precious and if you waste your time worrying about the stupid things, it passes you by.
i never really thought about what it would be like without him in my world because he has been here with me since i was 19 but then in the hospital, i was watching his heart monitor and blood pressure and the medicine they were giving him to keep his heart rate regulated wasn't helping much and his pressure was so low and then high and his liver enzymes were dangerously high and platelets were low and it hit me at 3am:
i could lose him tonight, tomorrow or this week and i begged God to spare him and please let me have more time because we had many more years of living ahead of us.
i kept hearing about the many prayer chains all over the world (we even had people in Egypt, and the Holy Land praying for him according to some of our customers!) and now he is getting back to where he was before. amazing!!!
i still see the dark circles under his eyes and how much energy it takes him to climb the stairs at the end of the day and how he cannot quite do the yard work and burn the leaves and run the business how he has been doing but that will take time.
they say it will be 3 months before he is back to normal.
again, thank you all for the well wishes and the prayers and the love you sent to us during this time.
i will never forget this ordeal, as long as i live.
on monday, we went to the city to run some errands.
whilst driving to and fro, my hubby spotted a few snazzy mustangs on the ford lot and immediately stopped in to test drive them.
long story short, he found his dream (affordable dream, that is) car and is trading his tahoe (he "isn't a tahoe kind of guy") for a mustang shelby gt tomorrow.
i don't care for muscle cars or cars in general but he is happy and if he is happy, then i am too.
target had their button up cardis for $15 so i picked up a few for work.
i had to reschedule my facial for later tomorrow but i am really looking forward to an hour of pampering!
i bought a curling iron monday and had zero luck achieving the curl that Ali did for me the other day but i am going to get some confixor tomorrow and try, try again.
i am happy to say there are only 2 more nights of working concessions and then i am done.
i would love to say that i had fun but that would be a lie.
i long for the long, winters nights of nothing to do and having a clean house and no dirty laundry.
it will happen.
the little one and i worked on his science homework last night, had dinner and went to bed exhausted without any time for fun.
tomorrow i am picking up the kid with a couple of his friends and they are going to their favorite burger place with g-ma (that is what we call grandma) while i work the football game and then there is no school on friday so we have the entire day to be lazy until the final game that night.
saturday i am going (alone) to see my sisters for some long overdue girl time.